Everything Is Not Awesome: We Need Penance More Than Butterflies

As part of the Year of Mercy declared by Pope Francis, this Tuesday the façade of St. Peter’s Basilica in the Vatican was illuminated with a slideshow projection entitled “Fiat Lux”. Inspired by Pope Francis’ recent encyclical “Laudatio Si”, and timed to coordinate with the UN Climate Change conference taking place in Paris, the light show featured enormous images of animals, nature, and so on, put together to draw attention to the environment. You can watch a lengthy video of the display by following this link.  

It is not easy to be a commentator and cultural critic when, as in my case, you are not a particularly good one, and you happen to be a practicing but bad Catholic, besides. There are many moments when, as a writer, you are torn between being nice, and being truthful. There are also many moments as a Catholic when you know that something is wrong, but you do not want to hurt someone else’s feelings because you want to be thought of as a nice chap.

We Catholics have been playing nice, rather than actually practicing our religion, for quite a long time now, of course. This is not Pope Francis’ fault: the majority of Western Catholics had already taken the position that it was better to be nice than to be truthful long before he was elected. In fact, in many instances they were encouraged to hold to such a view by their own priests and bishops, who told them not to worry so much about their sins, because they were fundamentally nice people – as if being nice was the moral equivalent of being conceived without original sin.

As a result, this high-level espousal of what we might call a “smile and you’re saved” mentality which seems to dominate the Church in the West, has filtered from the hierarchy all the way down to the individual parishioner. Sunday after Sunday (when they actually bother to show up), Catholics are fed a kind of chicken soup theology, more appropriate for First-Graders who have not yet made their First Communion, in which the only real sin one can commit is that of not being nice to oneself or others. In essence, it seems as though we are all expected to join in a chorus proclaiming how, “Everything Is Awesome”, including ourselves.

Except that everything is NOT awesome.

The harvest of planting generations of niceness instead of orthodoxy in the Church is all too readily apparent in both Europe and the United States, which have become like the fields choked by weeds of which Christ speaks in the Gospels (see, e.g. St. Matthew 13: 3-29, 36-43). One need only consider the widespread practices among Catholics of contraception, cohabitation, and abortion; low Mass attendance; liturgical abuses; sexual abuse and promiscuity among the clergy and religious; the closure of churches, schools, and monasteries; etc. Viewed purely from a cultural aspect, Catholicism is a mess, and it has become so, at least in part, by forgetting that man is not saved from damnation by being nice. It seems bizarre, when looking at the state of the Church in the Western world, that we continue to pursue niceness as being some sort of an addition to the Seven Spiritual Works of Mercy.

I am most definitely not a theologian, nor do I pretend to be. Yet as an average, pew-sitting Catholic, a position which incidentally does not require me to hold an STL, I cannot for the life of me begin to understand when the idea of being nice came to supplant the actual duty of those in positions of knowledge and authority – priests, bishops, and yes, popes – to admonish sinners, instruct the ignorant, and counsel the doubtful. If you cannot recall the last time your parish priest or bishop preached on the nature and eternal effects of unrepentant mortal sin if one fails to seek out God’s Mercy, you are not alone. It is important, therefore, in this Year of Mercy, to understand what exactly mercy is, and what it is not.

Being nice is not synonymous with being merciful, any more than being merciful is synonymous with being compassionate. Compassion is the responsibility of all, Christian or otherwise, to aid those who are suffering. Mercy is something else entirely – and it is not about being nice to others. By definition, mercy implies the forgiveness of an underlying state of punishable sin, a forgiveness which is only possible where there is not only an understanding of what sin is, but a recognition of one’s being in a state of sin, coupled with the intent on the part of the sinner to turn away from and repudiate the sinful life they have been living. Conflating mercy with compassion, if you’ll pardon the expression, is not very nice, for the eternal consequences are far more dire.

Remember that Christ saved the soul of St. Dismas, a.k.a. “The Good Thief”, not because Jesus was nice, but because the man was a sinner who sought forgiveness. St. Dismas recognized, at the eleventh hour, that what he really needed was God’s eternal forgiveness, more than he needed man’s temporal approbation. Despite suffering in physical agony and humiliation in a public execution, he still had the faith to call out and ask Christ to forgive him and be merciful to him. And Christ gave him the promise which I hope against hope to hear when the time comes: “This day, you will be with Me in Paradise.”

Now don’t get me wrong from the title of this piece: I love butterflies. I used to chase them and study them when I was little, examining them closely before I would free them. They are wonderful creatures. The fact that pollution has grown so much worse that populations of creatures like butterflies are collapsing is a terrible thing. We can and should all agree that the abuse of God’s Creation is a sin, and Pope Francis is right to call attention to it, even if it was unfortunate that he chose to do so in such a tacky (and arguably sacrilegious) way.

Yet just imagine if the Year of Mercy had been kicked off at St. Peter’s, not with a light show to draw the attention and approbation of the international press, but rather with hundreds of priests hearing confessions, with the Holy Father giving sermons on the fatal nature of mortal sin, and conducting interviews explaining why it is important to be reconciled to God through the sacraments. Now that would have been really…nice.


19 thoughts on “Everything Is Not Awesome: We Need Penance More Than Butterflies

  1. My children were all baptised Catholics and my husband..and I truly do not know of what faith of which I am, because I truly do not know if I was baptised at all of any given Faith. We definately poor of soul in practicing our faith, as to going to church but in our faith we truly believe in our savior and ask only for his mercy and forgiveness that as a sinner that I truly know that redemption is only sought through him and of him, but now I just beg for his Mercy.


  2. I am so sad to hear that this was the display for the opening of the Year of Mercy. Perhaps on the Feast of the Immaculate Conception to have images of Our Blessed Mother would have been amazing.
    Bishop Robert Barron (WordonFire) recently said on Utube the Year of Mercy could be summed up in one sentence which really is a command, GET TO CONFESSION.


  3. I wonder if the church got of the same backlash when Michaelangelo painted the frescoes inside the Sistine Chapel (ceiling): Genesis, Creation, The Fall, Drunken Noah, The Flood?


  4. Interesting and well-balanced reflection. I am confused about the whole thing. When such puzzling Catholic news reach me through secular media, a reasonable explanation is usually at reach with a little research, normally an inquiry with someone in Rome or a person better formed than I. How or why this happened still eludes me. I have faith I’ll find a good reason for it some day. Thanks for writing, my friend. Cheers!


  5. Okay, I won’t be “nice.” 😉

    I don’t understand how you get all of that from a light show that looks like it was taken from the pages of National Geographic. I think it’s a stretch to call it sacrilege, and there is no zero-sum game between this and confession…priests are still saying confession around the world. We can have both.

    Before you assume I’m a chicken soup Catholic, I have for years been an activist for true marriage and against abortion. But I just don’t see what people are freaking out over. I know how the media work. Now, perhaps, people outside the tiny choir you are preaching to (who already know and care about all the Catholic inside baseball) will know something special is going on.


  6. Thank you for writing and posting this. I heartily agree that many Church leaders are far too concerned about being nice at the expense of loudly proclaiming the truth. Why is it that everyone comments on Jesus’ mercy to the exclusion of his command to go and sin no more?


  7. Excellent article, great food for thought. Your clarity is refreshing. Confession instead of butterflies, mercy instead of niceness. What a sight it would’ve been to have priests hearing confessions throughout St. Peter’s Square.

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